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W E A S E  I got a new livejournal..its www.livejournal.com/users/weasexcore Add Me =) trying to make this thing work again...this is just a stupid post...ignore it =) Nothing is the same anymore. Everything has been different. I want the long conversations. I want the advice. I want the laughter. I want the " Hey Im Bored, come hang out with me" I want the random car rides. I want the lil things. I want the endless arguments back. I want the making fun of back. I want the I know EVERYTHING about YOU back. I want my deep secert back. And I just want It back. I want him back. Ugh, and now i just don't know what to do. Current mood:  lonely.
Then I look back at you You try to say The things that you can't undo If I had my way I'd never get over you Today's the day I pray that we make it through Make it through the fall Make it through it all And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it Cuz I'm in Love With you You're the only one, I'd be with till the end When I come undone You bring me back again Back under the stars Back into your arms Wanna know who you are Wanna know where to start I wanna know what this means Wanna know how you feel Wanna know what is real I wanna know everything, everything Current mood:  blank.
First Off I would like to say... Happy 9 months to Alie and Mike. Ya'll could have had a child by now. haha. Umm so this week has been nothing but stressful. So far ive written 8 essays all together and I still am working on 2 more. I had SAT's and that was...horrible. Oh well at least you get 200 pts for writing your name correctly. Other then that school has been alright. Still hella hard, but what can you do your jr year? Mrs. O'neill is so awesome. I walked into class today and shes like " I think about you all the time when im not working..you wanna be my daughtor i think you should be. I Will be your legal gardian! What do you think?" Oh How i love her. My essay for her class was due today. I didn't do it. And she said that was fine because She knows how stressed ive been. Other then that, ive had to much on my mind about life. Im thinking alot about my future and what im going to be doing. Im like going through what a Senior does, yet im only a jr. Im not sure anymore where i want to go to school. I still know i want to be a teacher though. Other then that, ive had issue about myself come out of no were again. Its so lame i hate it. Today i find out the day i get my Jaw Sergery. Im so excited...but nervious. Im mad some of my summer is going to be spent with a IV in my arm and me laying in a hospital. Oh well, maybe one day ill be something. Nobody ( unless the had jaw probs) knows what it is like to look at yourself every morning and think your ugly. Even after ppl tell you, you are not. Ive been really down on myself, and I just hope maybe i can get over it. I saw these two lil girls walking home today. They were in middle school or maybe 5th graders. Im Not sure. All I know is one had dirty blond hair and the other had white blond hair. They were talking and laughing and as i looked at them i started to cry. Even though i see them every time i come home from school, today was the day i finally let it out. The girls reminded me Of Mel and Me when we were best friends and always thought nothing could tare us a part...nothing. Then again i was wrong. High School has really screwed me up. Don't get me wrong, i love my friends and i love the relationship i have with them. But I also miss my old ones...before we all changed. The "DG's" hah those were the days. I had the time of my life. And Then I miss my Friends i had last year. Cassie, Meg, Mo, Ash, Leela, Jess, Mel, Kiss, Alie! So much fun! Sometimes life got a lil crazy, but all and all i had a great time with them. I cant remember times where i felt more alive and laughed so much. Times have really changed...and I just been thinking alot about it again...ugh. There has been alot of hurts in my life, and now again around this time every year they seem to come back. And Now Im upset even more about things, and i wish it would just go away. I guess really all i really wanna say is i hate highschool and everything about it. Current mood: crushed.
Oh I know all of you are very excited to have my lovely self back addicted to livejournal. Actually Im wondering if any of my "livejournal" friends still have a journal?!? I guess I shall find out soon enough! Well To let you all know whats been going on: + Im Dating Michael Pestana know...After Crushin on him for a year. ♥ Hes Rad. + Im Going To Belize in 2 weeks for a Missions Trip + Im still stuck in High School Hating it =) But who does not. + Im Enjoying Life...and My Best Friends + My Small Group is now 4 insteed of 20 + I got a Frog named Fido + I went Surfing after not doing it for 9 years. To Tell you the Truth Not alots been Going on! All I know is that im enjoying this hot weather and can not wait until I can go to the beach and hang out in the summer. Current mood:  chipper.Current music: Sunday Morning~Maroon5. Yep that is right, im leaving livejournal. Im leaving it because i don't really care about it anymore. I will post maybe a few things, pics and what not...But from this day forward...it will be GONE.  .
             rules: post anonymously. 1.do you love, like, dislike, hate, not care about me? think for awhile before answering this one, even if you automatically think you have an answer. 2.what are the best things about me? 3.what are the worst things about me? 4.what would you think/do if I: died? said I hate you? said I love you? stopped talking to you? made more of an effort to talk to you? 5.what's something interesting about me, other than my looks? 6.what have you always wanted to tell me, but never have? 7.do you think I like you? 8.play psychologist for a minute, and talk about me. 9.anything else you want to comment about, or any other questions you would have added to this quiz? ------------------------------ One secret. One compliment. One love note. Lyrics to a song. How old you are. How long we've been friends. And a hint to who you are. Do it anonymously in the comments, and i'll try my best to guess who you are. WOO HOO IM EXCITED! Current mood:  geeky.
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